Monday, January 21, 2013

At this very moment

At this very moment I hate our dog.  I really do.  I have got to write it down to release some of my stress so Grant does not have to get an earful and feel the need to apologize.  At this point I derive very little pleasure from her.  I try to remind myself she is a puppy and I need to be patient, but she has about zapped all my patience from me.  The horrible side effect of that is now I am way less patient with my kids, and they do not deserve that.  I have enough stress in my life without her sending me over the edge....oh and believe me she does.  Next time I think I want a dog and miss having one around, I need to remember how horrible this has been and really come to terms with the fact that I am just not a pet person...it really is not in me.

3 comments:

SuSu said...

I'm so so sorry. My heart aches for both of you.

Chanel said...

I can totally feel your pain. I'm not a pet fan either, and am refusing to move until ours is gone. Ready to have at extra thing to worry about gone, and to have the hair out of my house for good. My dog is a great dog, just not a fan.....

Chels said...

Just talk to me about dogs, that will cure anyone ;)